Friday, February 6, 2009

pleasing everybody

I have left my job and in two days time, I will be joining my new work place. excited? yes... but scared too. Hopefully it turns out well and I will find the drive that I am looking for.... perhaps on a second thought, it should not be the place, the drive should be within you. Insyaallah, I will be driven there and I hope that I will carry out my work with zest.

Today, I heard that a particular doctor actually commented about how we cannot make it. I was thinking, is the Dr actually referring to me as the Dr is from my ward. To be honest, it does keeps playing in my mind.... am I really 'cannot make it'? After some thoughts, I have to tell myself that wherever you are... whatever you do... there will always be some people who will not be satisfied. As long as you know that not everything you've done fails or brings trouble to others, as long as your conscience is clear, I think that will be sufficient. It is difficult, but Ithink to survive, to remain positive in this life, u have to be alright with having people who are not happy with you. People are usually very quick to judge anyway, the important people are the ones you care about, these people opinions are what matters.