Life has been good so far, the only thing that is sucky is the feeling that i am waiting in line. I don't know if there is something wrong with me but i guess so far, things have not been working out for me. I know that perhaps God is testing me and i have to be patient.
There is someone in my life now, at least it feels as though there is someone. a potential perhaps, ? the thing is i am tired of having potential, i don't want potential, i want it to happen. i know i cannot give up hope, but i guess it hurts if you hope too much.
i just want to be contented. i am actually but it's hard to keep the hope at bay. not easy.
