Haha...what a sad title. Well recently there is a hit Indonesian song which is about this man who is pleading for someone to marry him as he feels he is left on the shelf as all his friends are married... tak laku laku. hehe.
For me, i refuse to believe that i am tak laku. Actually i thought my beliefs have changed, but actually i still believe that one day i will meet with a man, who i love and loves me. and one day, I will get married to this man. I will be lying to myself if i say i am not affected by this singleness but i am not despair. It is indeed lonely at times, but I am refusing to let go of this hope, the hope that one day I will meet someone, someone for me. Without this hope, then I have nothing to console myself, to look forward to.
I hope, and I hope my hopes will be a reality.
